it's forbidden

i'm trapped inside my love
i never will be freed
of the pain i always have
of this aching, biting need
it hurts because i miss you
and the pain will never cease
it'll never let me forget my love
never give me peace
i can't change the way i feel
i'll live with it instead
i loved you then, i love you now
i'll love you when i'm dead
i cry and then i wonder
why i can't have you
i forget how much you hurt me
i want the guy i knew
every time i see you
and look into your eyes
i see the guy I'll always love
hidden deep inside
this prison is my home
it's the only thing i see
it's trapped me here, there's no escape
and i can never leave

&&i am a single soul that's searching for my emotions.
--kheem